One thing I am sure of

I fucked up... 
I lost the best thing in my life because of pride.. 
Because I knew not of sharing. 
Cause I couldn't get over myself and 'my' space to be open to love. 

Now I see u with her n it kills me. 
All because I fucked up. 
Maybe this is what they mean about wanting something I can't have.
It's like trying to gasp for air and not remembering how to breathe.

I tried to fight this feeling, and for the longest time I felt like a failure
For I failed you and myself.
For once in my life I feel like I am sure of one thing
Yet you were sure from the beginning and I laughed at you.

Now I see you happy with her.
It hurts that it is her but I made my bed right.
As late as it is,
The thing is you.