Ey.... Look up!
I made a wish upon a star...
"Grant me my hearts desires,
Help me know when abundance means enough
Don't make me change who I am... For there's a lot of atoning to do."
I am healing. I tell myself...
Growing. It's definitely for the better.
That impulsive kid doesn't exist anymore... As I confirm snoopy's size...
These are the stories I teach myself to believe as night crawls in... And I'm reminded to look up.
"Ey, look up... It's the first star and only visible star. Like a shooting star, you get to make a wish"
I closed my eyes as I thought he'll be the end of me.
Sweet and cute... Who am I kidding right. But I can wish upon a star.
I opened my eyes and smiled... I already had my wish.
The lucid dreams that continue to haunt me...
Your eyes looking through the windows of my soul,
Knowing my sins will always get me to the brink of happiness...
Still I cross my legs and say,
"Grant me my hearts desires,
Help me know when abundance means enough
Don't make me change who I am..."
I now find myself chasing sunsets,
Watching the beautiful colors hold on as balance is restored.
"Ey... Look up"
As I gaze upon the first star, I know I need to say the words...
But your face is all I draw... Even as I recite...
"Grant me my hearts desires.... You... "Hi"
Help me know when abundanc... Let's travel the world, rebuil... "You good?"
Don't make me change who I am......"... It was nice seeing you..."
Beautiful as you twinkle in the night sky...
I am hopeful and still have questions...
Do you show up and disappear because your wishes are not guaranteed?
Or maybe it is true, absence does make the heart fonder...
Still, I love sunsets...
And as the beautiful colors hold on, I hear it...
"Ey... Look up... Ask me anything and you'll know my secrets"
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