She slowly
opens her eyes,
Hoping her
reality was not just a dream
Reaching out
she knows it’s not,
For
forbidden it was but before her it is...
Denied the
joy to be,
She had
become that which they refused...
Allowed to
be,
She had
destroyed that which gave her the freedom to be..
For twisted
as she was, fate had never given way to chance,
And so she
had chosen her destiny...
Looking back at the decisions she made,
Hard as they were, she knew the deal she had made
And so, as they dance in her backyard claiming her soul
She acts content with what she has
For in the trade she made to be and to have
She knew the blood price she had to pay
It wasn't in the 1st sacrifice that she lost herself
Or the 2nd she thought she had to make
But in walking a moment ago
From that which she had always known,
Searching for what she had left behind
Now broken and wounded she feigns a smile
Hoping the picture she has painted will help her forget
Forget her 1st and 2nd, and so be given an nth chance.
Waking up she reaches out,
Touching that which she had always had
she asks herself..."what would happen if they knew"
Well, as long as they keep dancing,
Her secret is safe...
Atleast that's what they say...
nys one dear :)
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