They say i draw inspiration from death,
Well i feel inspired by my own....
They say i run away from pain because I'm scared,
Well, what is pain if I claim to not feel yet close myself from my hearts desires...

Inhaling the breath of life deep within my being,
It pierces my heart and I suffocate...
Thought I was supposed to feel alive....yes I do feel more alive...
More alive as what was supposed to save me drowns me...
More alive as my heart stops beating, and i feel the numbness of the pain as
I slowly fall into the trap of my subconscious memory.....